Run.
Jasmine wants
Sunday, May 28, 2006
yes.i confess.i watched x-men III at the expense of my friend.
and i should not have done that.
not when she needs me so much.
i mean not only me la.
but still.
yes.i am selfish.
but at that time i did not have that mood to help another.
coz like i felt like i cld not even help myself.
feel better i mean.
mood only got better after movie.
only then can i face this problem and help her.
ok.
fine.
i shall not justify my actions.
it's up to you to believe or trust.
i am probably just making an excuse.
haiz.
ok.enough of my betrayal.
so like now the focus is to solve the problem.
jac is like a bit ironic.
coz from what she told me is that she is disappointed that joan is indifferent about their relationship.
but if joan was indiferent, she wouldn't be like so troubled right now by it.
i feel like defending joan.
i'm sorry.
i'm not taking sides.but it's like how can jac think that way?
joan is on the verge of tears and feeling so helpless right now
(well according to hua anw but i believe her and i can tell too)
i mean like look at it this way, jac
like you have been the one neglecting joan in the first place.
and when that happened joan was completely at a loss.
and she was lucky she found hua.
and now that you start to realise that joan is not all that close to you anymore, you start to become angry at her?
i'm sorry.all these just don't seem to make sense to me.
has it ever occured to you that joan was like 'victimised'?
ok.maybe too strong a word.
but like expect such consequence when you decide to do whatever you wanted in the first place.
okay.so maybe joan is at fault as well.i mean there is never only one side at fault.but i mean at least talk to joan abt it.
someone's got to take the initiative.
do you guys want your relationship to stay this way?
i mean if you find smth a problem then raise the issue and confront joan abt it.
this is our o level year and i hope you all will not be stressed out over such an issue.it's not worth it.
ok?so like think abt it.
i mean everyone knows that joan is easily overly stressed out.
yah.further she treasures this relationship so much.
i hope this will resolve well.
pls.anyone of you.if you read this.
pls do smth.
i will be there to help.i promise.form now on.